By Pooja Mishra
Manav….this is the name by which I got to know you.. in show Pavitra Rishta.You played the character of Manav..so beautifully that everyone fell in love with your simplicity and charm
and when you took part in dance reality show and everyone saw you dancing ..I can say for sure that everyone went awestruck by your dance moves..
In that show only I got to know that you scored 7th rank in All India Engineering Entrance Exams (AIEEE) ..I was like man!!! What talent this guy has got.
After years when you played MS Dhoni on screen..I became fan of your hardwork…you imprinted your image as Mahi very deeply in our hearts..
I got Goosebumps when I saw the first scene of movie as you walking down the ground and the whole stadium chants DHONI….DHONI… You make us believe that you are the real Dhoni..and we all saw you hitting helicopter shot just like M S Dhoni .
I was crying when you finished off in style in the movie.. same as I cried watching world cup final.
In Kedarnath…you as Mansoor Khan just won my heart..that shy smile on your face when Mukku passes her cup of chai to you and you sip from that cup..that little shy smile just make me go awww for you..
In Chhichhore ,when you as Anni said “Hum haar jeet, success failure mein itna ulajh gaye hai … ki zindagi jeena bhool gaye hai … zindagi mein agar kuch sabse zyada important hai … toh woh hai khud zindagi” many people just found hope..then how could you…how could you just lost hope..
Today I heard the news of your suicide…I was like nooo…this must be some kind of prank…even now writing this I couldn’t digest that I am using late before your name.
Everyone was fan of your looks…acting..but very few people know about your bucket list ..which you shared on your insta page…when I read your bucket list ..i was like .. this man is something out of the box!!! Your bucket list was incredible..like sending 100 students to NASA…owning a flying license …having your own land on moon..playing football with Ronaldo..making dream true of 100 mothers…and many more…
Very few people know that You even made some of your dreams true..you bought a piece of lunar land on the far side of the moon, in a region called the Mare Muscoviense or the ‘Sea of Muscovy.’ I just wish I could see you flying a plane…and making all your dreams true.
You never failed in surprising me…your love for telescope and cosmos..always been inspirational for people like me..I still remember in one of your instagram post ..you said that Orion and Sagittarius were your favourite constellations..I just wish you find your peace in between your favourite constellation which you failed to find on this Earth…
But this is not the way of bidding Goodbye to your loved ones.I think many more people who know you failed to understand you
You couldn’t find a single person to talk to…and then you chose Suicide as your last friend..but you know what ..You friend… Mr.Suicide lied to you..that it’ll end all the pain..it didn’t end the pain..it has just transferred your pain to your loved ones…
so I just want to tell something to your friend(Mr.Suicide) stop making false promises to the ones who are going through some problems ….you can never end any pain..you will just transfer that pain to our loved ones.
I will miss that shy smile of Mansoor Khan forever…and my heart will mourn..not to see you near your telescope on your terrace.